These were the words Jesus spoke as He breathed His last. But as we all know, that wasn't the end of Jesus. In the same way, while ministry on the World Race is officially over, this isn't the end for me. What training camp was for the World Race, the World Race is for the rest of my life in/out of ministry.
Here are some dates for you to chew and pray for:
-Aug 26: flying from Kiev, Ukraine to Dublin, Ireland for our final debrief and Awakening conference
-Sep 3: flying from Dublin, Ireland to New York, USA
-Sep 3-6: Yankees game (vs Jays!), US Open, and other sights
-Sep 7: flying from NY to San Jose to visit my brother
-Sep 22: the long awaited return back to YYZ, aka Toronto! :D
Please pray for re-entry back home, safe travels, last meetings, saying good-bye to the strangers that became friends that became team/squad-mates that became family and life-long relationships, and direction for the next season of my life.
I will be sending out a few more blogs to "wrap-up" and officially thank so, so many of you. But for now, it's Ireland or bust!!
This past Monday, we had the opportunity to visit a rehab
centre for drug and alcohol abuse. It was very last minute, and only 4 of us
went with an YWAM missionary. After 40 minutes and a couple of wrong turns, we
approached a large 2-story brick house that looked to be in the finishing
stages of construction. A large man in track pants and a tank top that revealed
his wide frame and 'SV' tattooed on his arm greeted us with a large smile,
revealing a gold tooth.
He showed us inside through the kitchen to a room with 5
bunk beds, a sofa, a TV, some chairs, and bookshelf where 4 other men were. Two
of them were reading the Bible as we entered their room. They promptly began
sharing their testimonies one by one as my heart began to melt. To call this
place a "rehab centre" would be an insult. This is a place where men serve,
pray, encourage, and cook for one another, and clean and build the house they
are living in, not unlike the Gesundheit! Institute (Patch Adams) in West
Virginia.
The big man who showed us in was ex-military. He used to be
a heavy alcoholic, but God helped him get back on track through the rehab
centre, and now he's on staff helping other men in similar situations. The next
man sat had a small stature, but a very pleasant smile. He used to be buy goods
and sell them for profit during communist times, which was considered illegal
or smuggling. He joked that now the people that do the same are called "businessman."
His vision has been slowly deteriorating, so other men help him read the Bible.
The third man, a Russian, inspired me the most. He used to
be a boxer, but got into drugs and alcohol at a young age. He explained how
when he was little, he had this unknown desire to go to Odessa in the Ukraine.
When his life was falling apart, he hopped on freight trains and walked over
80km to make it to Odessa over 7 days. He was near some camp grounds where he
heard worship music for a week-long Christian conference. Immediately he began
to sob, and was drawn to the campsite. The he accepted Christ and determined to
change his life around. He explained his body does not show the typical signs
of alcohol abuse in any way and credits it a miracle from God. He creates
wooden carvings and sells them to profit the house. I wanted to remember him
and that day so I bought one and had him sign the back.
Another man used to be a military doctor, but is now deaf.
The other men use writing to communicate. He did not want to share about
himself, but the other men explained that he has accepted Christ at the house.
The last man used to be a youth pastor. He struggled with alcohol very much and
lived a double life. At one point, he was drinking rubbing alcohol. He came to the
house because he knew that he couldn't change himself, and needed help.
After the men shared, we briefly shared about our trip, and
then the YWAM missionary shared his. He has so much stress that after a stress
test, the doctor told him that he could have a heart attack any day and needed
to be hospitalized. What's more, they found a new incurable lung disease. Him
and his wife turned to the Lord and became Christians. He found himself in Hong
Kong one time and felt the calling to become a full-time missionary overseas.
Before he left for Ukraine, he went for a final check up in the States. Usually
the result letter would be a single page. He got back two pages in the mail.
One showed that all of his tests were negative. The second page was a letter
from his doctor explaining that there were no traces of anything he was
suffering from before, and he, all the specialists and examiners have never
seen anything like it.
While we were there, the men shared that for a while, they
have been praying for God for an encouragement, and us visiting them was the
answer to their prayers. Wives, children and friends have left these men. When the world shunned them, Jesus accepted, and they experienced that first hand. When everyone turned their back on them, God still had a plan for them. When we were asked if we wanted to visit the centre,
we could have said 'no.' It really wasn't a part of our ministry here, and at
first I wanted to rest and practice guitar and maybe nap. Instead, I chose in,
and was inspired and encouraged the most I have been on the race. Praise the
Lord.
At our first half in Moldova, we had the opportunity to
spend a day with a children's camp. All of us were excited, but at the same
time, we were not prepared for the day. We did not have enough water, nor have mosquito-repellent or long
clothes. After a few hours, I started getting irritated with many of the
children. Towards the end of the night, I got to share my testimony and how I
was called into Missions. Cue the Hypocrite.
I put on a calm face, looked happy and began telling of how
wonderful our God is, and I love God and love everyone, and that the children
should too. For the most part, kids listened. After another hour, we finally
were heading back home. We had to walk in the dark, b/c we didn't know we'd be
leaving so late. I was mostly quiet on the walk back, but I could hear Annie
teaching English words to a kid that has been grabbing me the most that day. We
came to a brief stop where the camp directors passed out gum to the kids (so
they didn't have to brush their teeth when they got back), when the kid reached
up to my head, and grabbed my hat off my head.
I know he was trying to find out how to say "hat" in
English, but I raised my voice and said, "stop grabbing me!" I startled the
kid, and Annie for sure, and myself. Love patient, love is kind, right?
In the villages, there are TONS of animals like geese,
ducks, horses, cows, pigs, chickens, dogs, cats, and donkeys. There are also
lots of baby animals. And I love animals. At our second ministry, cats and its
kittens would come into the house at night looking for food. (We left the door
open to air the house at night.) One night, a kitten the size of my palm came
in. It was one I hadn't seen before. I picked it up and took it outside, only
to have it come back in a few mins later. I held it on my lap while I read,
then later on my stomach.
I was getting tired but I couldn't let it go. So I brought
it to my "bed" and laid it down. It kept sleeping as I fell asleep, hoping that
I wouldn't roll over and crush it to death in my sleep. It was gone in the
morning, but left me a little gift in the form of a heart-shaped pee stain! I
wish I had taken a picture.
Next to the church construction, the neighbour had a dog. It was a very
sorry looking dog. It was tied down, the collar looked too tight, and it was
neglected. It was in the sun all day with a small shade from a car hood that
was eventually moved. The food bowl was rusty, crusted with food bits, and
never washed. Things like this would not go too well with the SPCA back home.
But this is village life in Eastern Europe. I felt really sad for this dog,
even if it barked its head off at anyone who went near.
After its only source of shade was taken away, I propped up
two pieces of roofing material for shade. Every chance I got, I filled its bowl
with cool water from the well. One day, I snuck out our leftovers from our
house and fed it to the dog. Just thinking back to the dog I get emotional.
This might sound stupid, but I think I have more compassion for a
neglected/abused animal than an orphan.
In a way, many children are like the animals. Many are
neglected and they long for any type of interaction and affection. When dogs
are hostile, it's because they are abused throughout their lives. When their
owners go to the dogs, they wag their tails hoping for affection, only to be
pushed aside.
Hello world, I apologize for the lack of update in the last
month or so. I am in Chisinau (kiss-u-now), Moldova, on the eve of
heading to Ukraine, our last ministry country. I won't make excuses-I've been
lazy in my blogs. With less than a month left on the race, it's real easy to
get lazy.
Update on the Czech days: we led/participated in worship at
the International House of Prayer Prague. I'm not really into music, in the
sense that I listen to music a lot, or that I feel release through music in
worship. So while I do enjoy corporate worship, I'm not enthused about it for a
prolonged period of time, especially ones that go on into the late hours of the
night/morning. My team knows this and we prayed for me to engage myself in
corporate worship and prayer. Long story short, I found myself with the guitar
and the keyboard and even the jimbe throughout the night, playing the best I
could. And I felt a part of worship.
Prague is absolutely gorgeous, and it's amazing some of the
ppl you meet when you hang out in the basement bar of your hostel at 5am in the
morning after watching Holland vs Spain in the World Cup Finals. On a very
related note, I love Irish and Aussies!
After a 30+ hr train ride back East through Hungary and
Romania, we arrived in Ungheni, Moldova, the poorest country in Europe by GDP
standards. It also has the biggest winery in the world.
Our time here was split into two. The first ministry was
with Pastor Lucien and his family, helping clear land for a future church
building, and helping set up and visit a children's summer camp. The second one
was manual labour digging trenches for walls, sewage, and gas lines for a
church Pastor Stephan was building. We were in the sun from morning until late
afternoon digging, mixing concrete, and more digging. I did not get tanned this
much in Africa!! :D
Right now, I am sitting in a pretty decent mall in Moldova,
called "Mall-dova." In a few hours, we will be on an overnight bus (insert weak
enthusiasm here) to Kiev, Ukraine for our final ministry. All I know is that
there's a kid's camp involved. There was another ministry that teaches/runs a
SOFTBALL ministry but another team's going. :S
This last month is going to be bitter sweet. God bless!
My team, along with team Steadfast Terra Nova Phllies (just rolls of your tongue, eh?), are in Prague, Czech Republic, aka, Praha. We will be here for 12 days, working with IHOP Prague. From what I've been told and led to believe, we're leading worship/prayer sessions that are 2 hours long each, that can be 3 or 4 in a row, some starting at 9pm. yay...(weak enthusiasm). Yesterday, we got to visit the land that was donated to IHOP to be used for future development. We met our contacts John and Kelsie, heard their stories, and prayed over the land.
We left Bucharest, Romania on CANADA D"eh" on a 6:30pm train, arrived in Budapest, Hungary next morning at 6:30am, then left on a 9:30am train to Prague, arriving finally at our hostel, just before 6pm. All I can say is "travelling by train in Europe is grossly overrated."
So when we found out that we're coming to the Czech Republic, I immediately thought of hockey, and many ways to give my blogs clever titles: Czech Mate, Czech please, Czech list, Attitude Czech...the list goes on.
On the 12th or so, we'll all be travelling back East to Moldova, so there will be much more travelling in the near future. Until our travel to Prague, I felt we were always a sore thumb, us being groups and all with large packs. But it's travel season in Europe and pretty much everyone is a back packer here. No one stares at us anymore. haha
We leave Viile Tecii on Monday around 12:30pm, arriving at
the Bistrita train station about 1pm. We pray for direction, wisdom,
protection, no language barriers, provision for lodging, and ministry
opportunities. While I prayed, Kelsi felt that Tyson and Jordan were to
purchase the tickets. Syd, Annie, and Jordan get numbers 3, 5 and 7 (seven is
five, five is four, and four is the magic number; three is also five, and five
is four, and, as just mentioned, four is the magic number). I pulled out the
money we'd need for the 5 days while Tyson and Jordan purchased tickets for the
next available train. The next train left at 2:35pm headed to Dej Calatori,
60km away. It is only 5.40 Lei ($1.60) per person. The train number is P4375.
Two hours later we arrive and settle inside the small train
station. Outside there isn't much except for a bus stop which everyone who
didn't have a ride seemed to get on. While trying to decide what to do next or
where to go, Syd and Jordan play on the guitar and (d)jimbe. Outside the station
doors, there's a man wearing a hat that reads, "WEST." Tyson and Annie walk west
hoping to find something. In the parking lot, there's a white van with a man
and a toddler. Syd and I walk over to him and ask, "Do you speak English?" "A
little-why?" the man replies. "We're looking for cheap places to stay, or even
a park where we can tent." The man shakes his head and explains that there
isn't much, but does point out the Chinese Supermarket not too far, where, he
assumed, I can communicate better with them in Chinese.
Tyson and Annie return, with not much report. Tyson tells us
that he saw us getting into what was like a white van, maybe a bus. The buses
that came were more or less white in colour. The people boarding the buses had
small tickets they'd feed into a small machine that we wanted to find out more
about. We talked to the stand-by taxi drivers, who kindly pointed us to a store
in the next building. "Bilet de autobus?" I ask. The shop lady points us to the
train station, saying "Gala?" I have no clue, so we smile and leave. At the
next shop, a small sign reads, 'Bilet de Autobus' among other words like
'Gala.' This must be where to get it. This shop lady points toward the train
station again, saying "train." I realize the sign may have read 'for bus
tickets to Gala, purchase them in the train station, don't bother us.' Wish I
knew Romanian.
The bus tickets were only 1.50 Lei per person, and the bus
arriving maybe every 15 mins. Kelsi goes off to the washroom while the others
are getting some snacks. I see the bus approaching and call for them, but Kelsi
hadn't come back yet. I figure we'll just get on the next one, and pull out the
guitar (I've been learning). Some meet a mom with two adorable children and
speak with them. Kelsi and others go to the train platform, and meet a service
attendant who spoke good English. He tells them how we should go to the 2nd
biggest city in Romania, because it will be easier to find cheap lodging there.
I play the guitar some more, and I see the mom pointing at me and telling the
older girl that I had the guitar.
The girls speak with the lady some more, and it turns out
she's an Orthodox priest's wife. They tell her more about what we're doing. The
older girl was learning to play the guitar, and she's shy about it at first,
but we convince her to play it. Tyson manages to refund the bus tickets, and we
purchase train tickets to Cluj Napoca, departing at 7:08pm, 59km away, for the
same price to get here. "Should I ask her if she knows of any churches in Cluj,
Kelsi?" My captain encourages me to do so, and I ask the mother. She writes
down for us that we should instead get off at Gherla en route to Cluj, because
there is a monastery that we can stay and eat for free-Sfânta Mânăstire Nicula.
It's 2 or 3km from Gherla station and we could even walk there. I ask for her
name, but she only tells me that her daughter's name is Diana.
Although the train ticket is the same price, this train is
much nicer. It is also white on the outside, with the seats inside set up like
a bus more than a typical train. The ticket checker tells us in Romanian and
charades that since we are getting off before the ticket's destination, we can
get them stamped, which allows us to use them within 3 days. How Kelsi
understood this, I have no idea. Half an hour later, we arrive at Gherla, and
we are pretty much the only ones to get off. The same man tells the Gherla
conductor to show us how to get our tickets stamped. He shows us to inside the
station, and while getting all of that done, we ask him the best way to get to
the monastery. He says it's about 5 km, and we could take the bus, but we'd
have to walk to the bus station. The ticket booth attendant, who had stamped
our tickets, calls me over. She writes down 'low cost' and utters "taxi." The
station conductor speaks with a taxi driver, and we agree to pay 3 Lei per
person in two taxis. We thank the station employees and leave.
As we start driving, we realize it's not 2, 3, or 5, but
over 7 km. What's more, the last km or so is winding road up into the mountains.
Had we decided to walk, or even bus, we would have experienced the toughest
trek with all our gear and packs on the race. In the taxi, our mullet-haired
driver named Fione, tells me that seeing me reminded him of 2 years ago, when
he drove a Chinese woman. As we enter through the gates, it's picturesque,
serene, and as you would imagine in a movie.
We meet a priest, who seems skeptical and curious at the
same time that a group of young Americans were there. Not long after, a young
man who was working comes over and says, "Sayonara." I tell him that that's
Japanese, and I'm Korean, and what he said means 'good-bye' and not 'hello.'
(Or was he telling me/us to leave?) While the rest of the people are trying to
explain why we were there, the young man beckons me to follow him to where he is
working. He asks if I'm strong, and points at me to bring the wheel barrow
closer while he shoveled dirt and debris from the gutters. I find out that his
name is Alexandre, which he can say in 7 different languages, doesn't like President
Obama, liars, not Jews, and Gypsies (because they cheat Romanians, but not him,
because he's too smart). I tell him my name is Will, and he shouts, "William
Wallace! Braveheart! Don't be afraid!"
Thankfully, my team calls me over to help them unload the
taxis because we are allowed to stay. Praise God! We put our entire luggage
into a room, and we are asked to come to the church. We go inside where a
service is taking place. It's my first time in an Orthodox Church service. The
church is magnificent, impressive, beautiful, and daunting. Paintings and icons
of Jesus, the Mother of Jesus, Apostles, various Saints, Biblical stories,
crucifixes, angels, and candles cover every inch that isn't the floor. There
are few women, one in a wheelchair, dressed mostly in black and with head
scarves standing to the left, and a few people in plain clothes to the right of
the sanctuary. Several times, priests walk down to the back of the church with
incense. Near the end of the service, everyone lines up to receive blessings
from the head priests, and to touch and kiss various images at the alter. Some
of us line up, but after receiving the blessing, we feel out of place and
uncomfortable, having to kiss and touch all these pictures. A priest approaches
me and asks if I speak English. "Should I go up?" I ask. "You can if you want
to, but you don't have to." We make a bee-line back to the back of the church,
feeling the judging eyes of this one particular old lady on our backs.
We are led to the dining room where we are served our
dinner. We are told to wait for the priests before eating. When the priests
arrive, we all pray, and while we eat, one priest reads or speaks continually
through the meal. Alexandre is sitting with us, saying many odd things like, "I
like beautiful things, like beautiful places, beautiful girls, beautiful
everything." Awkward... The priest who first met us tells us through Alexandre
that we can stay for the night, but since we are not orthodox, we cannot stay
longer. Tyson and I had the entire guy's dorm, which had about 20 beds. The
girls stay in a place that looks like it used to be a hospital at one point.
The next morning, the priest we met in the church, Gregory,
27, shows us around. He speaks pretty good English, and we share our beliefs,
what we are doing, and how we ended up at the monastery. We also used the
opportunity to find out more about the history of the Orthodox Church, its
practices and beliefs, and about Gregory himself (we learn that he used to be a
Euro head-banger!). Although there were key differences between us, I left the
monastery feeling more comfortable, and understanding, even if I don't agree
with everything. We call back our taxi guy, Fione and he takes us to a hotel
that he says is cheap. Priest Gregory had to get into town, so he rides with
us.
After we get to the hotel, we say bye to Gregory, who
proceeds to wait on the road, trying to hitchhike the rest of his way. We give
Fione some money to take him all the way to his destination. After we settle
in, we get a phone call through the hotel reception from Gregory. He's at a
nunnery, and if we wanted, we could stay there for free for the rest of our
days. While it was a really nice gesture, we don't feel led to go, and it's
time to move on. We check out the next morning, back to the train station to
finish our train ride to Cluj Napoca. The train is almost an hour late because
of the floods along the tracks, but we make it to Cluj safely.
On the train, I sit in a separate seat from everyone else
since we had a lot of luggage, thus hard to fit 6 people to sit together. As I
got ready to get off the train, a man sitting on the other side of the train
asks if we are from Canada-he had seen my Canada patch on my pack. He tells me
that he lived in Missisauga for 5 years on a work visa, trying to ultimately
immigrate, but the powers to be didn't want to keep the Romanian man. He now
lives in the UK, but was visiting friends.
Tyson and I head out looking for a place to stay. We check
out about 5 or 6 places on foot over an hour, and decide Pensinue Junior is the
cheapest option for us. It has hot water, TV (to watch World Cup), clean beds,
and free wifi. Score! The next day, Annie stays behind to catch up on some art,
while the rest of us venture out into the city with our guitar, gymbee, and (d)jimbe
sticks. We decided that we'd help Tyson find some new underwear first, then
find places to play music and worship. We soon discover that it is very
difficult to find underwear in Romania.
We sit in this open square enclosed by a giant church, Renaissance
looking buildings, and hotels. We begin playing our instruments, take some fun pictures,
and enjoy the Europe city lifestyle. Couples sitting on benches, tourists
capturing memories with their cameras, a man working on a stop-motion video, an
old man feeding the pigeons.
After an hour of this, we get kinda cold. I guess I still
haven't fully recovered from African temperatures. We haven't talked to anyone,
nor did anyone approach us. We pack up our things, and walk 30 mins, back to
our lodging.
This probably wasn't the ending you were expecting. Not one
for the "incredible testimony" category. You may have been expecting for us to
meet exactly the person God wanted us to and share the Gospel. Or maybe to meet
someone we knew from somewhere randomly that show up. At first I was little
confused and disappointed. Why hadn't anything happened? Did we miss something?
Did we do something wrong?
Now I realize that just because nothing happened, doesn't
mean nothing happened. One thing we did was experience. Another thing we did
was be willing to listen and do. We put ourselves in preparation for whatever
could have come. Not every time you go fishing will you come back with a 20
pounder. Not every time you get up to bat will you get a hit. What's important
is to have plenty of worms in the boat, and to have regular batting practice
for future at bats. Be prepared in season and out of season.
In every way, God provided for us. He sent us different
people to direct us. We were fed and housed. Language was never an issue. We
saw beautiful views, and enjoyed sights in and out of cities. We consistently
asked God for direction, and tried our best to follow. I believe by being
obedient in listening and waiting even when nothing much happens externally,
much happens within us. This exercises our faith and reliance in God to be our
guiding light
So here's yet another movie, this one from Nigeria. Made by Annie Walker.
Today is our last day of ministry in Romania, b/c there's another team coming in so we're getting the early boot. :P My team, plus Jordan from Judah are venturing out into the unknown, literally.
What that looks like, I dunno. In about 4-5 days, you and I will both know. Please pray for our travels, lodging, food, and how God will use us please! We're relying on God to show us where to go, what to do, and trusting Him to provide food and lodging. :D
We are in Northern Romania, in a town called Viile Tecii
(Techi), 27km outside of Bistria. Brad's team and my team are working here to
outreach to the Gypsies. Most of that consists of visiting the Gypsy villages.
We are currently trying to see if we can help clean up a building that is to be
used for a church in Bistrita, as well as helping out with various house chores
and tasks at our contact's and relative's houses.
Romania is absolutely beautiful. Peaceful is the best word
that comes to mind-lots of green, clean waters and rolling hills everywhere. On
our down time, we get to go for scenic walks, swimming in the lake, play indoor
soccer, or go get very cheap ice cream. This is also the first place that is
ideal for going on runs. (I haven't had anyone yell at me, "China, China!"
either.)
Below is a video my amazing teammate, Syd, made about our
first days.
So we missed our train to our ministry city last night, due to "human error" so we had to come back to stay another night at Casa Shalom, which, once again, is the best place I've stayed in on the race. So no complaints there. We'll be heading out later today for attempt #2.
Oh, I also ran into the National Guatemlan Soccer Team at the Madrid airport, and I got a picture with some of them. (They were on their way back home after a friendly match loss to S. Africa, 5-0) I desparately wished that I had my Guatemala jersey on. But it's usually a good idea not to wear white on travel days...at least in Africa.
Meanwhile, here's a "hastily made Ghana video," featuring my old team, REV217. If you know what I'm referencing by "hastily made," kudos!